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Circles.

Trails of thoughts and feelings that keep running around you, tangling you.

Circles.

Him <3

𝐀 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐢𝐦. I like him alot but slowly I'm losing feelings for him and I don't know how to tell him. I don't wanna stop loving him so I find an excuse to talk to him but he doesn't want the same. He loves me right? Even though he doesn't wanna communicate? I've to convince myself I don't want him even though I do? Playing and replaying old conversations. Overthinking every word I've said and I hate it 'cause it's not me. Very fond of the feeling of being left out to leaving someone out. How draining is it to be loved or cared about? When all the eyes are on you. You feel heavy as you lie down. Words are stuck in the throat like a drought, where talking about how I feel feels foul. One good thing they did for you, how many more times will you let that be the excuse for letting them just be there without being there.

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Him <3

To you,

This is to whomever reading this <3

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To you,

𝓘 𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾! |BTS ff |

"Every person, whoever loved me, ended up dying. I am afraid and I don't know how to fix it. How will I ever love someone without hurting them" I feel like I have blood on my hands and I can't wash it off.

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𝓘 𝓼𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝔂𝓸𝓾! |BTS ff |

23rd July, 1:37am

Is your relationship with your loved ones just a mirage? Have you sought their love but were never loved back? Well how does it feel to know or to realise that it was all just eye blinding act?

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23rd July, 1:37am

Her

This poem is about her, who was asked to stay hush about her mistreatment. As results of condescending remarks and looks from the society, she was forced to bottle up her trauma. The misdeeds against her as there was too much stigma around such matters thus it was not open discussion. *N O T E Why is everytime that someone gets sexually assaulted or harassed they are asked to be quite. Why society doesn't have a safe spot for them to talk? Why are they questioned by the society, "What where you doing?" rather than, "How are we gonna get you justice?" Society shame victims for assult that happened on them. Its hard to even imagine them undergo through PTSD, Anxiety disorder, Clinical depression and some also go through the extend of self harm just because nobody is ready to believe them. Well after that some became our lost ones while others became survivors. It's disappointing how talking about sexual abuse is considered, taboo and demmed as something that should never be spoken. It's unfortunate how they have to survive it where we could just help them fight it. Let's normalize talking about this topic, it's not a taboo to talk about your mistreatment. It's our job as a citizen of this society to stand against the wrongs.

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Her