Fearfulavoidant Stories

a heart that runs, a boy who stays. when her past begins to unravel, he vows to love her differently.

an outlet because i can't exactly confide in friends that i hate them so

A look into a fearful avoidants mind

A vampire named Szandor Aranyos only wished for solitude. Instead, he finds himself with a crying human child. Alongside him: an elderly druid with psychedelic herbs, a lynx with its own motives, and a child determined to explore every abyss of parental attachment issues. This is a story about reluctant care, dysfunctional family dynamics, existential weariness, and the sting of emotional neglect.

"being a shield is my birthright." • This work is dedicated to everyone who is healing, recovering, learning (and unlearning), discovering, becoming, and being. For all of the oldest siblings, those recovering from trauma of any kind, the twenty-somethings, all of my queer and trans and disabled and neurodivergent siblings, people whose favorite trope is found family, those who struggle with chronic pain/illness, and anyone who just can't figure out how to word things. This is for you. This is also for me, for my future self, so I can hopefully look back one day and thank the Universe for how I've grown and how much I've gained. Here's to hoping for a better future.