NOT EDITED "I cannot look into those eyes, eyes that I have learned will judge you, eyes, that will make or break you, no, please no. I can't look into those eyes, because if I look you in the eye, every memory of us laughing together is erased, every memory of us cuddling within the warmth of the blankets, every memory of us staring into each other's eyes, will completely vanish. All I will see is your beautiful face that is no longer mine to admire, all I will see is the way your eyes crinkle in distaste of my presence, all I will see is how much you loathe me. I cannot look you in the eye because all I think about is how much I love you and how much wanna kiss you, I cannot look you in the eye because you do not love me like you used to and you do not want to feel my lips, I cannot look you in the eye because of how much I want to be with you, and how much I wish I had told you to stay, I want to look at you but, I cannot because all I can think about is the smile that remains no more upon your face, I want to kiss you but all I can think about is how much, you are going to laugh at me, if I did." Harry Styles AU | This story is fictional. It has nothing to do with who Harry Styles is as a person, only his physical traits are used. All Rights Reserved © 2016 sunflowerboulevard Original Completion Date: July 4, 2017

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II REPUBLISHED II "Har-Harry please stop! We, we can do this together. Please! Don't go Harry, please don't leave. I'll break. Harry!" she shouted falling on her knees as tears rushed down her face. He was standing with his back facing her. It was good for him that she couldn't look at his face because he was a crying mess too. Killing himself a little inside, he walked away.... __________________________________________________ They were both broken. Their beautiful souls were shattered to thousands of pieces. They were sinking in the deep oceans of their own troubled minds. Everyone thought that they couldn't be saved now, not after what they have gone through. But, but there was one option. What if their broken parts fit together with each other to become a beautiful whole? But what if they didn't? They could either fix themselves and come out as a brand new life or they could end up breaking more than they already were. Find more in 'Hope'.... Note from author: I had deleted this story from Wattpad after growing up and finding some of it to be sort of problematic and unrealistic and *so* childish. But as I was looking back on the period of time that I wrote this fanfiction during, during my pre-teens, I realised that this fic had helped me through such a bad time, and at the end of the day, this is still my brain-child. Deleting past me's work of passion did not sit right with me. So here is Hope, republished. Warning: Contains mentions of rape, depression and self-harm. Do not read if you are not comfortable with the usage of swear words. Enjoy. :) *(Book one of the 'Intertwined Love's series) This book is edited by the amazing @zoekalen

Sometimes in life we stumble upon someone by accident who opens up an entirely different world that we never knew could exist. They change us, make us better and ensure that no matter what happens we can never go back to being the same person we were before them. They set your heart on fire and make you feel like the cracks in your soul were somehow made for them to fill, as if they are a part of you that you never realized was missing. Can love really heal all? Or will they both be destroyed by the things that broke them in the first place? Harry and Hannah are in for the fight of their lives, the ultimate battle between a broken heart and a dark past. "You once asked me who saves me and I didn't have an answer. Well, I did, but I was too chicken shit to say it. It's you. You save me. You are my light. When I look into your eyes, it's like it shines on the darkest parts of my soul and I suddenly feel like maybe things aren't so bad, like maybe I deserve better. But sometimes when I look at you, I see that same darkness dimming your light, like I do the opposite to you that you do to me. Out all of the shitty things I've done in my life, I hate myself for that the most." ***Absolutely NO translating or reposting of this story. NO EXCEPTIONS.

"I said I love you," he repeats, this time softer, not as a yell anymore. A single tear streaks down the other boy's cheek when he shrugs his shoulders. "I wished you would." - Harry is a 16 year old boy who's always been the easiest target for everyone. After his friend Niall introduces him to Louis, few things go wrong. Harry falls in love with the wrong gender. Accepting it is one thing, but dealing with the consequences is another. And suddenly, he's 14 again, sitting on the cold bathroom floor. All he wishes for is to get what he deserves. Except he's not sure what that is yet. Louis, on the other hand, has recently gotten out of his first ever relationship and had to switch schools right away because of his ex. It surely had some impact on him, definitely not the best one ever. He struggles with his emotions. And maybe worries too much when it comes to money. But the second he lays his blue eyes on the curly haired boy, there's a spark of hope. That maybe someone might actually love him for him. Which is all he's ever wished for. Will their wishes come true? - 194,2k words. TW: Contains themes some readers might find difficult. Such as: - suicidal thoughts, - attempt of committing, - physical (+ sexual)/verbal abuse, - self-harm (remembered), - drugs, - alcohol, - blood, - death (remembered), - body shaming, - manipulation, - financial abuse/coercive control (remembered), - smut... Disclaimer: None of this is real. This is fiction. Nothing in this story is meant to imply anything, nor does this reflect the reality. I am NOT a doctor, healthcare provider, or medical professional.

When I walked away that day I swore I'd never see Harry's face again. But I guess when two people are meant to be together, fate will stop at nothing to get them together. So if Harry and I were meant to be together then why did I say no that night? Why did I run away? Why didn't Harry chase after me? Why did fate take four years to bring us back together? Why did fate bring her? [Check out the sequel: https://yamur.dijitalkalp.com/myworks/7107505-forever-and-always]

"Harry I Love you babe." I said as Harry brought me over a cup of tea. "Anything for you Love." Harry said as he sat back in his seat. I laid my head on his lap and started to think. I never thought that I could fall in love again. I've been targets for bad relationships. How could I end up with a man as amazing as Harry. My head was on his lap as he played with my hair. It was our weekly movie night and it was Harry's turn to pick the movie. I didnt care what we watched because I usually ended up staring at Harry's gorgeous features. "Babe?" I said trying to get his attention away from my hair. "Yeah Love?" Harry said sweetly. "Why me?" I asked sitting up. "Why not you Carter? you're gorgoeus, you're funny, you're string and independent, and you're the best person I've ever meet." My doubts had been erased as I laid back down in Harry's lap. "Carter babe?" "Yeah Harry?" "You are my world. I love you so much." "I love you too Hazza." I said as I reached up to plant a kiss on Harry's perfect lips. Who would have guessed that an airline losing her luggage would be the best thing that ever happened to Carter Jones, a nobody from a small town in Pennslyvania. She meet the love of her life that day and the connection was immeadiate. Her whole life was about to change but would her dark past scare her away from being in love? Will Harry and Carter be able to make their love last forever? Even the best relationship has its problems and theirs is no exceptions. Their love for each other is something niether of them had felt before and niether one of them know how to handle it. Follow Harry and Carter on their journey to love and beyond.

*Story contains mature content* They always told me that I will become the person they raised me to be but they never mentioned that one day a green eyed creature was going to turn my whole life upside down. - He pulled away from me slowly. "What a pure soul you have, Angel." He said to me while softly moving his finger from my forehead to my jaw. "But why do I have this effect on you if you love him as much as you pretend?" I took a moment to assimilate his words. My brain was running in slow motion due to the effect he was having on me. If only I had the answer. - HIGHEST RANKING #1 in harrystylesdark #1 in hs # 1 in harry #1 in longhairharry #1 in darkharrystyles #1 in lhh #2 in harryedwardstyles #3 loveatfirstsight #4 in styles #8 in harrystylesfanfiction #8 in harrystylesfanfic #9 in stylesfanfic #14 in daddyissues #15 in louistomlinson #25 in domesticviolence #25 in hsau #29 in mentaldisorder - ALL RIGHTS RESERVED TO @tbslangel NOT ALLOWING TRANSLATIONS! CONTAINS VULGAR LANGUAGE/ DESCRIPTIVE VIOLENCE / SEXUAL CONTENT/ DRUG ABUSES/ MENTAL HEALTH READ AT OWN RISK!

｡𖦹°‧𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑳𝑫𝑯𝑶𝑶𝑫 𝑩𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑭𝑹𝑰𝑬𝑵𝑫𝑺 ❀˖° "𝐈- 𝐈'𝐕𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖, 𝐈 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐈𝐃𝐍'𝐓 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐎. 𝐈𝐌 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐍𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐄. 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐆𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐒 𝐈𝐓, 𝐈𝐓𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐎𝐅𝐅 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑." "𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝑻𝑶𝑶 𝒁." ______________________________________________ "𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓!" "𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄!" "𝑰 𝑪𝑨𝑵'𝑻." I never thought it would end like this. 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄> 𝑳𝑶𝑺𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑯𝑰𝑴 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑩𝑳𝑼𝑬 𝑩𝑶𝑶𝑲 𝑻𝑾𝑶< 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑯𝑰𝑴 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑫 *CURRENTLY REWRITING!*