𝑭𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑭𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝑩𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 '𝑨𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆' 𝑺𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔
A lifetime of grief. A thousand years of waiting. Enough torment to cripple the divine.
But Sanya found Edmund, at the end of it all. He held her in his arms again. They were reunited. After all the pain, there was love.
And love seemed enough to give up everything- yet again.
Love was enough to take his hand, and walk into another realm.
But new worlds do not fix old aches- and they can even end up creating new ones. New people, new sights, new moments do not take away from the memories of the old.
Loss- of home, of family, of love, of identity, of everything- can be pushed back, but the agony of it festers like an untreated wound.
And, really, is love- even love that has survived so much- enough to cure so many wounds, borne of too many kinds of pain?
But Sanya doesn't care. Edmund thinks that he doesn't care, either. They have each other again- no amount of teachers and separate schools and parents can keep them away from each other- and that togetherness was what was important. That was what mattered.
But the question is, I suppose- is the once-True lying to her love, or to herself, or both?
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𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚:
Mature language, explicit sexual scenes, use of slurs, attempted suicide, self-harm, racism, queerphobia, mention of internalised homophobia, violence, recollection of trauma.
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The Alliance Series, as found on @EdsGryff:
'Alliance'
'The Heirs'
'Moonshine'
'Fairytale?'
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Slowly, she folded the letter from her sister. Her mind overflowed with thoughts and her blood burdened with envy. She was conflicted with mixed emotions. She knew she had left an effect on Caspian but she hadn't realised it had been so strong; She also knew he had left an effect on her; Occasionally, he'd appeared in her dreams. They would dance under the incandescent sky and intertwined their hearts with every-step. Their laughter was like symphonies to deafened ears; Gently, they would dance; their eyes wouldn't leave each others until the sun kissed the dawn and made the horizon a vast array of reality. Only then would she wake up and feel empty.
- *Unedited* - Written over 4 years -
It's been a few weeks since Lucy, Edmund and Eustace returned from Narnia. Susan is in America with her mother. She has made a new friend but something is missing in her life. Lucy writes Susan letters monthly, except this time Susan wasn't expecting to read what she saw. Especially not the letter she received from someone who wasn't Lucy; but someone she loved just as much.
Became #5 in Pevensies, #1 in princecaspian & #1 in Suspian #WATTYS2018 • Cover by @tomlinsay •