••••• completed but iffy ••••• "he continued to hold onto you for dear life, and you let him. he needed this. even though he would never admit it, he did. he truly did. and then it hit you; he was just as broken as you were." • i do not own any star wars characters/ the franchise• •takes place after the force awakens• •not inspired by anyone• •cover by @rensbitch• 8/29/20 -> 12/9/20• •kylo ren x reader•

A girl searching for her place in the galaxy. A boy fighting to take control of his destiny. And the bond that runs deeper than either of them could've imagined. It's been a month since Rey began her training with Luke Skywalker. Everyone said Kylo Ren had perished along with Starkiller Base, but she knew better. She felt his presence, a nudging in the Force that pulsed with life. No matter how hard Rey tries, she can't stop thinking of him. Her captor. Those haunting dark eyes, staring into her soul, a mirror image of her own. Their souls are so different, yet the same, and she can't get him out of her head. Turns out, he can't stop thinking about her, either. Highest rank: #1 in TheLastJedi 3.27.19 #1 in TRoS 12.26.19 #1 in DarkSide 3.26.20 #1 in Reylo 5.9.20 / 4.3.24 #79 in Fanfiction 5.16.22 (Cover art by Cam Sharpe VFX)

"Master Skywalker, can I ask why?" Poe tilted his head. "Why, what?" "Why you vanished to begin with?" Poe clarified. "Why didn't you join the General with the foundation of the Resistance? Help them fight?" Luke stilled. His smile turned into a thin line. No words came as an answer though, so Poe raised an eyebrow--gesturing to the man to respond. Luke spared a glance at R2. He pursed his lips. "To do what Old Ben did for me," he confessed. ~ ~ ~ -Started in May, 2016. Finished February, 2021. -This is my adaptation of Episode 8. Thus, everything that has become canon since the release of The Last Jedi and on may or may not play a role in this fanfiction. -Star Wars is a trademark of Disney/Lucasarts. I do not own any of the characters or aspects of the world, besides those that I threw in myself. So enjoy this fanfiction :) -Any art used in the chapters is not mine. Shoutout to those wonderful creators! -Cover Art commissioned by Uzuri Art. Like seriously wow. They are frickin' talented.

Kylo Ren had always struggled to keep the hungry and pesky, darkness inside of him away from the light - but when the fight within only tears his life into impossible shreds of sharp desire for something so criminal and sardonic, he learns that it's best to not fight the inner morality of his evil soul, but instead, feed it what it truly wants. That is, until he sees you... ↓ HIGHEST RANKINGS SINCE DEBUT ↓ #3 in Adam Driver. #2 in Kylo Ren #5 in Star Wars → Killer!Kylo. → Completed. → Reader!Insert (Without the Y/N.) → Erotic / Smut Included. → @-hiddleshaal → A Kylo Ren FanFiction. → Also Found On Ao3.

Rey, an abandoned nobody, fought side by side with the powerful Kylo Ren. She saw a future in him, a redemption of Ben Solo. She believed it, and a part of her still does Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, the son of a Skywalker and the grandson of Darth Vader, turned to the dark side by the never calm conflict within him. He killed his own Supreme Leader for the scavenger girl, but now it seems the girl has no more faith in Ben Solo and he is lost. After the Battle of Crait, Rey shut the door on the new Supreme Leader Kylo Ren. Only days before, she was sure that she could bring back Ben Solo, but now, shes not so sure anymore. She's lost faith in him, she believes her vision was only a vision. But she just can't seem to forget the look in his eyes when he fought by her, when he killed his Supreme Leader, when he understood her after the dark cave consumed her. She can't seem to forget him. Then there's Resistance pilot Poe Dameron. Rey hardly knows him and yet now she's strongly captivated by him, drawn to him by an aura that feels so positive and so warm and welcome. But he has a hatred for Ben Solo that is unexplained, and Rey fears that her friendship with Poe will prevent her from bringing Ben home. Who will Rey choose?

My earliest memory is pain. Pain of losing a mother, pain of losing the love of a father, pain from the isolation that happened after the incident. I am reminded by others that what happened on that day was an accident and it wasn't my fault, but deep down I know what truly happened and so does my father and brothers. The deep self-anger and self-hate I have was slowly consuming me until I was taken away by General Organa and the Resistance. My life was beginning to look brighter, until the day I was kidnapped by the First Order. This is where my story neither begins nor ends. This is when my story becomes dark, so dark that even a Sith Lord would tremble in fear. I don't own the Star Wars universe (duh) but I do own the main character and those that are not from SW. There will be spoilers, but the storyline might diverge a bit from the original plot from the films.

(COMPLETE!!! My best ranking is #54 in 'order' out of 2,000) 5 years after the rise of skywalker as rey is now an adult and a jedi master she now has a powerful apprentice of her own. But rey feels something call out to her that makes her question the death of Ben Solo. Will rey be able to crack the mystery with the help of her new little apprentice in time?!? And if she succeeds will she find her self face to face with an old enemy. (Very slow progressing story, don't read unless you have quite some free time. FYI I don't own star wars and MOST characters in this fancy ion are lucas film and disney design. Also if you like the prequels, sequels, originals, the clojemwars, and star wars rebels, then I suggest you subscribe to my channel called "The Broken Padawan". Now, Please enjoy!)

"I wanted to join you," Rey said, tears dripping from her face. "Then why didn't you?" Menace crept from Kylo Ren's voice as he turned to make deathly eye contact with her. "You know why!" "Enlighten me," he threatened, though it sounded like a plea. "It wasn't our time, Ben, you know that." Rey's voice shook a little. "When is our time?" Kylo's voice became lighter. "You already know the answer to that," she sniffled. *** The Force knew Rey was to be in Kylo Ren's life just as Kylo was to be in Rey's. However, both individuals prayed and hoped for very different outcomes. Rey wanted nothing more than to bring Kylo Ren back to the Light. She wanted to show him the wonders it provided and the life they could have if he returned to her. Kylo wanted to bring her to the Dark Side. He wanted to rule with his bride by his side. The Force was the only one who truly knew what the future held. *notes: -this is set after the last jedi but before the rise of skywalker. some things have been changed to better fit my story -there will be descriptions of violence, self harm and alcohol. i will not be putting warnings unless deemed necessary as i am stating here what to expect from the story -i will be editing this as i go along and because of that, some chapters might be reposted to fit the edits i made -of course, these are not my characters! if i use artwork, the artist will always be credited. -enjoy❤️ and feel free to comment your opinions! i appreciate you!! :) rankings i'm proud of: 1 in #rey - october 10, 2021 1 in #thelastjedi - october 10, 2021 1 in #reylo - november 10, 2021 1 in #kyloren - october 12, 2021 1 in #bensolo - february 14, 2022

"We've passed on all we know. A thousand generations live in you now, but this is your fight." A familiar voice, Luke's, whispers. Luke Skywalker stands net to R2-D2 the sky around him burns shades of orange, yellow and red and behind him a Jedi temple burns. Kylo feels his father's hand upon his face the watched as his father falls into the abyss. "Your journey nears its end." A sinister voice now whispers, and a flash of blue light reveals a fleet of Imperial Star Destroyers filling the vastness of space as blue fire leaps between them. A powerful red laser of an unseen weapon obliterates the surface of a planet. Shrieks, whispers and screams and then the sound of a lightsaber igniting. A fiery red saber but behind that saber is Rey, her hand twitches and the saber becomes a double-pronged staff. A maniacal evil laugh cackles. Kylo woke with a start and sat upright on his bed. Written after the first trailer dropped and finished before the film was released. Contains references to previous films, novelisations and comics. I'm a Reylo shipper but there will be no major smut- one additional slightly adult chapter at the end of the book. #Bendemption #Reyloisendgame #1-starwarsfanfiction 25.12.19 #1- Dyad 4.5.20 (May the 4th be with you) #1-Bendemption 4.4.20 #17- Reylo 25.8.20 #1-episode iv 30.11.20 #2- reylofanficyion 6.1.22 'This is legit my favourite reylo fan fiction OMG it's so in character and like literally perfect for episode 9 I'm dying this is amazing.' 'You definitely did justice to this story, so much warmth and hope at the end.' 'Why couldn't Rise of Skywalker be just THIS?? This story is miles better than what we got. This was wonderful and healed so many wounds inflicted by that movie. Thank you so much for sharing this. Your hard work is much appreciated!' Consider donating to Adam's charity Arts in the Armed Forces. https://www.gofundme.com/f/bensoloslegacy

A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away... The Resistance tried to attack the First Order but it failed. Many are dead, many are prisoners and only a few escaped. Kylo Ren was interrogating all of the prisoners and killing them if they were useless. He killed men, women and children. It didn't matter to him. I was taken prisoner. I was with the Resistance, hiding the fact that I could use the Force, hiding my past. And then, it got uncovered, by Kylo Ren, when he interrogated me. And somehow, I survived. But whether my survival was a good thing or a bad thing was yet to be known... Takes place about a year after The Force Awakens (this is an AU). Disclaimer: Star Wars belongs to Lucasfilm which is owned by Disney so... Disney owns it.