Chapter 119-The truth

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Hardin's POV
I wake up in the middle of the night and I just want to tell Tessau truth I feel like if we're going to be in a relationship we need to know eachother and I wnat her to know me.I wake up and grab my journal and start writing.

Hey tessa it's me Hardin your probably saying why i am writing you a letter.Well 1 I'm not good with my words and I don't think I could express myself.So i just want to tell you my truth and if you still want to be with me good if you don't I understand.Well Tessa I've had a rough life its been hard for me to be with you because I think I'm not worthy of you.I know your probably saying that I am worthy of you.But first hear me out I've smoked,did drugs,drank,I've had depression and I was going to have a baby boy with Chloe.I smoked because I used to hang out with the wrong friends all the time when I was 16.I did every drug you can imagine I know it's not okay but I dont do drugs now. I drank because it was when I got into depression too when my mom and dad separated.I got Chloe pregnant on purpose at first I didn't want the baby but then I started loving the baby when.chloe was showing but then the baby dies at 7 months.It was like I was going to die because of the love I had for him BTW it was a boy.It was hard for me because when you told me to were pregnant I was scared I was going to lose it.But now I want you to know that I love you tessa.I love you with my whole black soul that I have.I love our peanut too but I wish I haven't done so many mistakes and I'm sorry about Chloe I love you not her. Plus we will have a family together so I love you even more.I want to have many more kids with you and have tons of sex with you.You are the best thing that happened to me.I love when you get nervous around me. I love when you peck my lips.I love you when I met you at the soccer field.I love you when you get jealous about other girls.I love you when you wear those ugly skirts.I love every part of you.

Hardin's POV
After I'm done with the note I leave it in the nightstand and I go to sleep and cuddle with her.

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