Brighter Stars // Billie Eilish gxg

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Carmen's POV

After Finneas and Claudia came back from walking Peaches, Billie and I helped them clean up the kitchen from breakfast, and then Billie and I took showers and got ready for the day.

"Today's the day. You gotta do the damn thing before tomorrow." Billie says, pulling an oversized hoodie over her head.

I'm sat at the foot of her bed, gazing at her as she shuffles around in the closet, now trying to decide which pair of shoes to put on.

"I refuse to write anything without an iced coffee." I huff, crossing my arms.

She turns to look at me and laughs.

"Damn, bitch! You just had a coffee!" She says, grabbing a pair of bright red sneakers and sitting down to put them on.

"Take me to get another one?" I ask, smiling at her.

She gives me a look.

"Pleaaase?" I ask in a sing-songy voice.

She laughs again and then finishes lacing her shoes. She stands up and then approaches me, standing between my legs that are hanging off her bed.

"Anything for you, princess." She says, brushing my hair behind my ear.

"You are too good to me." I say, locking eyes with her.

She hovers above me, and I can tell that she's staring at my lips.

"Go on, kiss them." I say softly, trying not to look at her lips, too.

She groans, then grabs my chin. "You're so fuckin' hot."

She kisses me deeply, and I wrap my legs around her and pull her waist closer to me, causing her breathing to hitch slightly.

I feel a rush of warmth throughout my entire body as her soft, pouty lips dance with mine. I want her closer to me.

I pull her into me and run my hands up under her sweatshirt.

"Carmen..." She whispers into my lips.

I dig my nails into her back, causing her lips to part into a soft moan.

She pulls away and her eyes lock sharply with mine.

"I don't think you know what you're starting." She says slowly, in a hushed tone.

She rubs her thumb over my bottom lip.

"I know exactly what I'm starting." I whisper back, watching her lips form into a soft smirk.

She places her warm hand on my chest and pushes me backwards onto the bed, startling me a little with her intensity.

I kinda like it.

She gets on the bed herself and straddles my waist, before leaning down and connecting her lips to the crook of my neck.

She kisses my neck slowly, while both of her hands find their way under my shirt. She runs her hands along the side of my chest as she deepens the kiss on my neck.

I close my eyes in ecstasy, completely turned on by her presence. The feeling of her body on mine, the way her beautiful lips feel on my neck, the smell of her cologne overwhelming my senses.

Her lips find their way to the most sensitive spot on my neck, causing me to breathe out sharply and arch my back a little. I feel her smile against my neck, almost as if she's been looking for this spot the whole time, and now, she's found it.

She focuses all of her effort on that spot, using one hand to tilt my chin upward, and the other to continue exploring my body underneath my shirt.

She sucks gently on my skin, her labored breath against my neck sending chills across my entire body.

I place my hands on the sides of her neck and moan quietly.

"Billie, please." I breathe out, squirming underneath her, longing for more.

She ignores my whining and continues to suck on my neck, causing my body to squirm and arch uncontrollably.

Her hand finds its way under my bra, and she delicately plays with one of my nipples.

My breathing grows more intense and I can't help but let out soft moans. I pull her closer to me. I need her right now.

Her lips part from my neck slowly, and her body falls completely on top of mine. She breathes heavily into my neck, and her hand slides out from underneath my shirt.

"I want you so bad, Carmen." She whispers.

"Please don't stop now." I whine, running my fingers through her hair.

She snickers, places one more kiss on my neck, then rolls off of me. I face her so that we're nose to nose, locking eyes.

"I don't want to stop, but I have to." Billie says, pushing my hair behind my ear.

My mouth falls open.

"You just completely turned me on and now you're stopping?!" I whine.

She smiles.

"I wanna fuck you all day long. But you have shit to do today." Billie teases, before placing a kiss on my lips and standing up from the bed, leaving me there.

"Have you been purposefully blue-balling me this whole time?" I ask, sitting up on the bed.

She laughs to herself and walks into her closet.

"Maybe a little." She says from inside the closet.

I groan dramatically, then flop back down onto the bed.

She walks back over to me with some clothes in her hands. She tosses the hoodie next to me on the bed.

"You're gonna need to wear this with the hood on, because I just gave you the fattest hickey ever." She teases.

I laugh and sit back up, grabbing her hoodie and pulling it over my head.

She throws a pair of underwear next to me as well.

"And also I figured you might want to change those out." She says with a smirk, before turning around and fixing her hair in the mirror.

"Wowww." I say, holding them up.

"I'm such a gentleman, I know." She says, grabbing the keys to her car.

"Where are you going?" I ask, before standing up.

"I'm taking your fine ass to get some iced coffee. I'll be waiting for you in the car." Billie says.

"You don't wanna watch me change?" I ask jokingly.

"If I watch you change right now I'm gonna have to eat you out." She says before slipping out of her room and closing the door behind her.

"Oh my god you're the worst."

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a spicy one for today. hi guys!!! missed you <3