Emotions Behind the Swearing! (L.S)

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Harry was starting to regret the lies he told just to be closer to Louis.

For the past three days all he did was go to class, come back and do his work then cry himself to sleep. This was not how he imagined his college days to be.

He wanted them to be fun, not bring up old feeling's that he thought were gone.

Now that it was Friday -the day of the party- all he wanted to do was stay in bed and sleep because he knew that "Zayn Guy" would invite Louis, but his friends wouldn't let him stay because it was his idea.

For the first time, he really hated that Liam was a frat boy... everything happened so fast and before he knew it, he was dragged out of bed and to the mall for a new outfit.

"Guys, I don't feel like shopping."

"What about this one, Liam? It's so Harry, right?" Niall asks, ignoring his whiny friend like Liam instructed. "Yep that's it now all we need is pants cause we both know he's gonna wear those old brown boots."

"They're not that old and what if I don't like that?" Harry says, trying to make a argument out of nothing.

"Look me in the eyes and say you don't like it." Liam says, smirking at him, knowing the answer already.

"No, shut up." Harry takes the jacket, putting it on and looks at himself in the mirror.

"It's so you. Wait, I saw something else that'll go perfect with it." The Irish lad runs off to another part of the store.

"When did he become good at fashion?" Liam asks, making Harry friend giggle, "I don't know maybe it's a one time thing." The blonde boy comes back and places a hat on Harry's head.

Harry whines, "No. I'm not wearing this cause it means I can't wear my flower crown."

"Harry, just this once please? It works just imagine it with your boots." Niall's tries to convince him. "He's right, H. You'd look nice. I think Louis would like it."

He smirks seeing the blush grow on the younger boys face. "Shut up, stupid. I don't dress for boys but for myself."

"But do you think he really would?" Harry asks while staring at the hat.

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"I'm not going to some dickheads party. So fuck off Zayn for millionth time." Louis says from his bed as his best friend picks out his clothes. "But I don't wanna go alone, Lou"

"What am I your fooking boyfriend, Zayn?"

Zayn rolls his eyes, "Obviously not but you're my fucking best friend and I told them I would bring people."

"Well I'm not gonna be one of them fooking people, Z. Don't you see that I want to be alone?" Zayn comes over after hearing the pain in Louis voice.

"Please for me?" He rubs his arm, "We can get shitty drunk like we did the last time we were home. That was a good night, yeah?"

Louis smiles softly and chuckles, "It was. Your mom was pissed when we came back being loud as fuck."

He finally turns over to looks at Zayn, "I'll go... but not for you obviously." The blue-eyed boy pushes his friend off his bed.

To say he was grateful to be friends with Zayn is a understatement. He's been there for him through so much and he's done shitty things to him, that he's surprised that they're still best friends at all.

"Of course it's not for me. Never would've thought that." Zayn says, getting up with a chuckle.

"Get up then, you need a shower cause you stink." Louis throws his pillow at him, but gets up anyways, heading to the bathroom. "Fook off!"

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Hours later Harry, Liam, and Niall are in a packed frat house full of students.

Harry even swears he saw a professor smoking pot in the backyard with a group of students.

It was weird cause Harry isn't used to these kinds of parties, he's only been to a handful of them and those was mostly birthday parties as a child.

He never expected them to be really "crazy and rowdy" like the movies with all the booze and weed. He was having trouble breathing from how stuffed and humid the house was.

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Louis was tipsy already after being one of the first people there, Zayn always liked to arrive early but leave late.

"Zayn! There's a really fooking cute guy here with a brown hat!" Louis yells over the music into his friends ear.

"Really? Show me." Zayn laughs as he's dragged up the stairs to interior balcony so they have a better look at everyone.

Louis looks around, "I don't see him," He pouts.

If he wasn't tipsy at the moment then he wouldn't care so much about showing the guy to him, "He was so fooking small and cute, Z.

"Aww Loubear got a crush?" Zayn says with another chuckle, "I'm sure he's here somewhere. Maybe he's outside or in the kitchen."

"I don't have a fooking crush! When was the last time I had a crush?" He asked with giggles and slurred words.

His best friend ignores the question, knowing the answer would only make Louis flip and he was finally having a good time, so who was he to ruin it now? "Sure you don't."

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