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  • The Big Doggs by doggmanning
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    When Eli Manning and Snoop Dogg have undenied tension during the Manning Cast. summary: Eli Manning is depressed and needs Snoop, but Snoop can't accept himself falling in love with one of the Manning brothers. Especially this way.
  • The Unreliable Narrator by mackenzie_lloyd
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    Josslyn lives alone with her cat in her studio apartment in Portland,Maine. Her life gets turned upside down when she realizes she's in love with her coworker, who she sees as forbidden. Follow her story as she navigates through life as a newly realized queer woman and society's standards for her and her own internalized homophobia. She struggles with finding peace with her faith and understanding that Jesus loves all. Josslyn constantly second guesses herself and the choices she makes and the feelings she has, causing her to label herself as the "unreliable narrator" of her own life.
  • The Air Between April and June by thats1kinda1gay
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    April and I have gone to the same church since our childhood. You'd think we'd be friends since my name is June and, you know, irony. However she isn't much of a talker. Her whole family is sort of aloof. Her parents, Thomas and Alexandria are always the quietest but still help out as much as they can. Good people who always have a polite smile and a "I'm just happy to be here!" type of air to them. Oh and her parents are just perfect for each other. Alexandria mentioned to me how they met once whilst we were working in the church kitchen together. Met at an art museum, cute right? April is one of the sweetest girls you'll ever talk to. Out of the little conversation we've had I always leave thinking about it all day. Her hair is like caramel or maybe a cinnamon roll. She's never dyed it before but she's cut it all sorts of different ways. Gorgeous smile, pretty eyes, incredible style. I've always wondered why I'd never seen her out and about with a boy. One year a boy at our church, Linus, asked her out. She rejected him politely I'm sure but he tried to make it sound like she was some sort of villain. He used to be a sweet boy but turned evil at the hands of puberty. He's that kind of guy.
  • Internatized thoughts by CherryDoffizi
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    ive always struggled expressing my feelings and emotions, so i internalized them and hid them away. I decided to expressing my internalized thoughts and emotions in the form of poetry/writing. enjoy :)
  • andrew by eliassyo
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    a little boy (not little) with internalized homophobia. he likes to ragebait. (based on true events) NOTEZS (i'll add more as i make more stories) : - burrito is a nickname for me he has.
  • Written in the Stars by petalula
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    When a heartbroken girl unknowingly stumbles into the princess's chambers to cry, she finds that heartbreak is not forever. Each chapter takes place in first-person POV. Possibly slow updates. (Also, this is an AU of a story me and my friend are writing. I accidentally made Morgana too depressed in the original and I was like "Let's explore that!" yayy)
  • A God's Perfect Mirror by tinaguyotte
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    When Mira, a quiet scholar with a gift for ancient languages, arrives in New Asgard to study the archives, she catches the attention of Loki... the God of Mischief, reborn and restless. What begins as an intoxicating whirlwind of charm and seduction slowly warps into a psychological maze of control, illusion, and emotional manipulation. To Loki, she is perfection, a mirror reflecting the version of himself he longs to believe in. To Mira, he is brilliance cloaked in shadow. But mirrors crack. And gods fall. As the line between love and possession blurs, Mira must fight to reclaim her truth before she loses herself entirely in the eyes of a man who only loves his own reflection.
  • Yearn For Love (A Byler Story) by Xazer264
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    Will Byers has loved Mike Wheeler for as long as he remembers, now though he must face the fact that he'll never find that love reciprocated-because Mike loves Jane. How will he deal with his yearn for Mike's love? His ex-best friend.
  • 𝓕𝓸𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓛𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓣𝓲𝓶𝓮 by Angelicaschyler7
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    Arthur wasn't usually the type to show affection, but since then, he's been traveling with Jozef and has found himself developing feelings for him.
  • "You Sure You Guys Aren't Dating?" by Redstoneoverdone
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    In the 1980s being gay wasn't really accepted as it is now. So, it wouldn't surprise you if a boy denied that he was gay... Or that he has feelings for his guy best friend who's a dick... Photo for the cover (It's from Pinterest): https://i.pinimg.com/originals/d6/f2/8c/d6f28c43b13c6c61daa7e38e597e82f5.jpg
  • ⸝⸝⸝⌗ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴘᴀᴄᴇ ᴡᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ᴛᴏ ꜱʜᴀʀᴇ. by Sal_twttimes
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    A dorm accident forces Bakugou Katsuki and Kirishima Eijirou to share a room. What starts as irritation turns into late nights, unspoken feelings, and fears neither of them are ready to face. Kirishima struggles with the doubt he's never shaken. Bakugou struggles with wanting something he doesn't understand. This isn't a story about being fearless. It's about staying anyway. .- Internalized homophobia Katsuki x Self-doubt Kirishima.
  • Forbidden Bromance by iheartfemboys_
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    Dylan, a 16 year old in high school with super religious parents is secretly a homosexual for.. his best friend, Ezra? (about my classmates. pls dont mind this is so fucking corny n cringy)
  • contempt (reddie) by ezekus
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    "why do you hate me so much?" "why wouldn't i?"
  • But We Are Only Fools In This Little Game Called Life by yayaya_luvr
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    Lee Minho discovers himself through various experiences Also find me on ao3 I'm way more active there!!: mochiiken
  • Free Me (bxb) by ItsIshraqxP
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    Griffin knew exactly who he could and could not be from the time he was in middle school. He could not be the boy that looked at other boys with engrossed attraction, no, that was meant for the pretty girls in his school only. He would not be that guy, no matter how many handsome boys his eyes would chase within the hallways. he did a good job of hiding behind beautiful girls until Keith Ellis moved into town and something like self-acceptance started to touch his heart in the midst of deadly circumstances. P.S. The story proceeds very slowly. The first 26 chapters of the story are basically all about Griffin - him losing his mother to cancer and him trying to date other girls to convince himself that he's not gay. He only meets Keith far into the story - in the 27th chapter.
  • HOW TO STOP LIKING BOYS ━ Stranger Things ✓ by cIeopatras
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    ❛ HOW TO STOP LIKING BOYS! ❜ STEP ONE: Don't think about his smile or the way he looks you in the eyes when he talks to you or his laugh FAILED STEP ONE. S1 - 2 MULTIPLE CHAR/MULTIPLE OCS WINNER OF BEST MIKE WHEELER FIC IN @EZRAMIIIERS AWARDS! 1ST PLACE IN @STRANGERTHINGSCLUB'S AWARDS
  • Less happy than before  by walruspowerdweirdo
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    Jared lands a job at a comic book store, hoping things will be easy. When he ruins his chance at a good first impression on his co-worker, Aaron Soto it becomes clear they're going to have to deal with each other if they want to keep their jobs. I acknowledge that I don't have the rights to any of these works, characters, and I'm not taking credit for them.
  • Wanting | Andi mack by Impulsivepotter
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    Its Sophomore year at Grant Highschool and everything is completely happy and dandy. With tyrus being openly out, Andi's trying to be more than friends with Amber, and Muffy being competitive as ever. Jonah being.. Jonah- everything is fine! Until Andi's cousin moved back from Cali, and nothing could go wrong from there right? Johnny, the boy that Andi, Buffy and Cyrus remembered growing up with, never thought anything would've gone wrong. Except there's a whole bigger issue- causing the group to get involve, and incredibly worry for him. Started- Jan 21, 2021
  • My feelings are wrong but so is faking by alireads
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    A little ruegard fic