-wizard

you’re a wizard right? make me both bro

You seem very friend shaped.

and sometimes i wonder if the only reason she’s even talking to me is because she feels guilt, and like whatever i guess, but i just want some closure and by that, i mean i just want her to apologise to me for once and for all so i can truly let go of her.

but then just as that nostalgia settles in, i get reminded of how bad my mental health was after she left me and how i literally had no (definite) friends for a few weeks—of course now i’ve found people who love and appreciate me and i love them so so much, so i should be happy right? but the truth is i just don’t feel 100% complete , it’s like she took a piece of me when she left :/

sigh, you’re re right.
            
            it’s just, well idk, but we had so much history together like we’ve been friends for like ten years till she ended our friendship. & honestly i’m just the worlds biggest people pleaser—always have been, and hopefully won’t be anymore in the future but i don’t really know about that tbh 
            
            i’ve come to the realisation that i do miss her in a small way, and even though i don’t really think of her as often as i used to, sometimes, my eyes stray towards her whenever i’m in school and i see her with her ‘new’ friends (who also used to be my ‘friends’

what does it tell you?