CorgiButtsFloat

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On a more positive note: Took several years but I achieved two goals!!
          	
          	I've been in HRT the past six months and it's incredible!!! I also just got a job -which does indeed suck total ass but hey moneyyyy- which was another goal!
          	
          	I hope this means life will start looking up for me! Which also unluckily means TSDSS will still not update for a hot minute (since reminder it updated when I was sad), but I might start working on it again when I'm happy! Which would be insanely awesome!!!
          	
          	Anyway hope everyone else is having things going up too! Goodnight <3

CorgiButtsFloat

this message may be offensive
On a more positive note: Took several years but I achieved two goals!!
          
          I've been in HRT the past six months and it's incredible!!! I also just got a job -which does indeed suck total ass but hey moneyyyy- which was another goal!
          
          I hope this means life will start looking up for me! Which also unluckily means TSDSS will still not update for a hot minute (since reminder it updated when I was sad), but I might start working on it again when I'm happy! Which would be insanely awesome!!!
          
          Anyway hope everyone else is having things going up too! Goodnight <3

CorgiButtsFloat

Vent below for anyone just scrolling and don't wanna see that
          
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          I swear there's something wrong with me.
          
          I gotta stop staying up past 4AM.
          
          Wrong wrong wrong wrong WRONG WRONG WRONG
          
          Disgusting; what the f-ck is wrong with you, damn freak
          
          Stop thinking of it stop thinking of it stop thinking of it STOP THINKING OF IT STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP IT
          
          Something else. Think of SOMETHING ELSE, PLEASE.
          
          Gob I hate my repulsive brain. How it sees something and sticks to it. F-cking hate it f-cking hate it f-cking hate it F-CKING HATE IT
          
          Vault. Put it in the vault. Please. I don't wanna see that in the centers of my eyes anymore. Please. Make it stop.
          
          Please. Erase it.
          
          Gget ridd kf it. Ah. Working dkowly. My eyes sting now. Good, nice. Work fASTer.
          
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          Vent above for anyone scrolling up and don't wanna see me vent

CorgiButtsFloat

This reaction to something so culturally normal is entirely due to trauma, I'm aware. Being aware doesn't help though. Man, I loathe growing up in a broken house and becoming a broken adult. This sh-t's ass, don't do it lmao
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CorgiButtsFloat

I adore being so overwhelmingly depressed to the point that I actually forget I'm depressed and possibly slowly start healing, and then I'm low-key made fun of back-to-back-to-back in one day and I think of going back to my ex (the roof of a building)
          
          Anyways hey guys how we doing PFF-

CorgiButtsFloat

Happy one year (and three days lol I had no internet) of the last TSDSS chapter lmao
          
          I graduated college and I'm actively trying to get a job  a n d  HRT I am currently doing other stuff aoxoqnfoancnrizj  

CorgiButtsFloat

@CorgiButtsFloat Holy shite it's been two years and two days since I posted this lmao - I still have neither achievements I love the economy ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
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ieaehmfe

@CorgiButtsFloat congratulations  
            Hope you achieve what your aiming for 
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