Ruby

Fucking dammit. Months, maybe 5. 5 FUCKING MONTHS CLEAN. ALL GONE. I AM SO DONE. So much is wrong and so much things is stressful and my GOD I am just waiting for death at this point. 
          
          … How are y’all?

Please someone just kill me already.

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I WANNA YAP ABOUT POPPY PLAYTIMEEEEE

OH MY GOD. I JUST WATCHED EP 8 FOR TADC. THAT SHT WAS INSANE.

Does anyone even want to read my book??
          I feel like no one is reading, and I don’t know what to do. :/

… DID WATTPAD JUST CHANGE SOMETHING?!? I CHECKED MY NOTIFICATIONS, DID IT ALWAYS LOOK LIKE THAT AND I AM STUPID OR DID IT CHANGE???

I always was scared of the monsters in the dark. But now I realize I am just scared of myself. The monsters made their way into my soul, into my heart. They live with me now. My buddies say hi. They don’t hide under my bed anymore. No, they are just in my head. They don’t hide behind closed curtains, no they just watch and consume. 
          
          Monsters always finds a host. And people are the main victim. 
          
          The monsters are now apart of us. Now one whole being. 
          
          We are the monsters.
          
          (Sorry it’s midnight and I can’t think of anything but that)

Yall… timing is so bad rn. 
          
          So I have been on da StrUGgLe BuS for a while now.
          To the point where it miggghhhhttttttttt be a good idea to contact like, 988 or something.
          Fate apparently wants to RUB IT INTO MY FACE
          This week i have gotten worsen, and today my school had like, a fair sort of thing for job opportunities during school and after high school and colleges and stuff.
          Guess what one of the tables was about.
          Therapy.
          WELL SUCKS TO SUCK FATE I ALREADY GO TO THEARAPY. X3
          Then I looked at the free things that they were handing out. They handed me some of the stuff.
          THREE. THREE THINGS TELLING ME “Oh if you are struggling call or text 988 now to get help. You are not alone”.
          FATE FRICK YOU. I DONT WANT HELP FRIOM A STRANGER, WTF???
          …
          Um.
          Anygays, how are yall?

Chapter 3, Thressai: The Hidden Devil is out now!!!!
          
          I apologize for the late update, I don’t have as much time to write than I did before haha. I would say the next chapter will be released something this month to early next month! Thank you for supporting my little word, Moondrops!!