Play_ername

Heeey, I don't know you but are you ok?
          I'm aways checking the messages boards from people I don't know, and I saw that apparently one of your friends committed 
          How are you? Well, obviously not fine but there's anything we can do to help you?

I just found smth out
          
          My dad is the ULTIMATE homophobic
          
          My brother was like "[REDACTED/ME] has a friend named [REDACTED] who's gay lalala
          
          And my bitchass dad said "thats not true"
          
          And my brother said "how do you know"
          
          And my dad... My dad said "gay ppl don't exist"
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          What the fuck dude???
          
          

Hello!
          Hru today?

Hiiiiii!!
          Hru???

You ok fellow John? 
          Us John’s need to grow, THE ARMY MUSTNT FOLD!!!

Hello
          How are you?
          Just checking

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
          
          SOMEONE KILLED THEMSELF AND MY BITCHASS IS THINKING THAT ITS MY FAULT
          
          WHY DON'T I JUST FUCKING DO IT TOO BITCHES?

Guys, I have barely eaten in weeks. The only reason I HAVE been eating is because of my mom and my friend Ryan, he gives me food at lunch(thank you so fucking much Ryan).
          
          But money's tight for him and his family and he told me his parents said he can't do this anymore. My dad STILL refuses to feed me, and the next time I'm going to my mom's house(they're divorced so I swap houses) is in a week. I'm literally starving. I hope I can make it another week to get to my mom's house, but I doubt it.
          
          I guess this selfish bitch finally got what he deserved.

Sry I've been absent for like a week but also 32 NOTIFS HOLY

Okay so, I'm kind of at my lowest right now. Someone on Wattpad(I will not say because they might feel hurt if I do) said they have like 20 people to check on and no one so much as asks them how their day has been, and I don't know if they mean on Wattpad or irl(yet.)
          
          And honestly, I think they're talking about me.
          
          I'm the kind of person to unintentionally make everyone feel bad about me. I'm selfish. I'm stupid. And this post they have sent out just stokes the fire some might call my insecurity. So if the person who posted that sees this message, and meant me, I'm sorry. I'm trying to be better about it, I really am. And by "it," I mean the fact that I'm so insecure that I have to make others feel bad for me to feel good about myself.
          
          So once again, I apologize.