Hey guys, so I've been kinda inactive recently, and I thought you should know that I'm not going to be on here very much anymore. I first got this site as a way to share my writing but also as a way to find community and make friends, because I struggled to find that irl. But the thing is, I've only been hindered more by Wattpad when trying to become more social. I think the change really started with going to that party with an friend, and meeting my gf for the first time. That simple act had such a butterfly affect on my life, and everything really became so different. Even if Winnie and I break up (god forbid), I've made new bonds and relationships that I think are gonna stick.
I don't regret being on this site or the friends I've made along the way, but I think honestly that this is for the best. Hell, I'm an adult now, I feel like I need to take that step for myself.
You all are important to me, okay? No denying that, this is not because of you. Hell, y'all walked me through my first date, isn't that what friends do? But I do feel like I have to do this, again, for me. And so many of you have that community on here, and that is BEAUTIFUL, but I need to find my community here at uni. But it's also super important, now more than ever, that you build your community too. Most of you guys are a lot younger than me, and don't get me wrong, I love ya ;), but we're at very different points in our journeys right now.
At the end of the day, it's time for us to say goodbye. Remember you have the power to make a difference, even in small ways. If you can't change the whole world, inspire those around you. Keep being the amazing people you are, stay true to yourselves, and never lose hope. I'm proud of all of you, no matter how many time you mess up or where the world takes you. I'm always cheering for you, wherever you are.
Make mistakes, learn, and grow. Fall in love and get your heart broken--be human!
To quote my favorite poet:
To the ecstasy
(I'll miss y'all.)
