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Hello everyone, it's Merin and uh I finally have time for making fanfiction! The delays consist of me slipping and hitting my head hard, busy days where I had so much to do and all that like seriously I'm so busy and I'm so sorry that I haven't post like I rarely even had time for my other hobbies and I'm so so sorry. I'm working on a few chapters later this afternoon so yeah don't worry :))))
          
          -Merin

When is chapter 26 coming out of "wait what" it is 2026 when are you actually gonna finish the chapter? It's been a whole day all year now but if you're not going to finish it, not only I'm gonna actually be a little disappointed and mad cause I waited for so long, but also will understand but I was so excited to knew what happens at the end. Now, I'm just gonna get disappointed outside the end. T^T

Guys? I’m the only one who can’t find the Sanegiyuu smutshots? Gosh it was one of my favorite fanfics

MERINNNN MY GORGEOUS MERINN
          
          How you been? Surprisingly you’re still writing on here! So happy to see you still active unlike someone…
          
          ANYWAYYY I REMEMBER YOU BEING ONE OF MY FIRST SANEGIYUU READS ON HERE AND THATS WHAT STARTED MY STREAK A YEAR AGO AS THE PERSON SEEN EVERYWHERE ON SNGY , IM CURRENTLY RETIRED (due to ao3) BUTTT IM GLAD TO SEE YOURE STILL OUT HERE N WRITING (trying to atleast) ANYWAY I LOVE YOU MERINNNN 

Y'all I'm working on the upcoming chapter and it's like 95% done 
          
          I'm literally sorry I'm so slow but damn I hate being seen as so responsible, I have to be a director, the artistic somebody, the group leader and a freaking unpaid teacher— AT THE SAME DAMN TIME like wew(⁠´⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠ω⁠°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥⁠｀⁠) HAHAHHAA. 
          
          
          
          Anyways it's 12 am and recently I wanna like get this off my chest a bit or my mind. 
          
          My boyfriend is the kindest man I know, he's silly, he's soft and a cute big baby but he scares me sometimes. 
          
          Maybe it's the way where he sometimes curses when I disapprove of something like him not drinking monster for the second or third time of the day he gets upset and it's in a yell kind of way that I feel my heart clench and crack a bit and I just go silent. 
          
          I really love my boyfriend but I feel like he got choked when I told him to not curse a lot and how I controlled him to who he was talking with like— it's fine to me when he's talking to others but I don't like it when he talks about them or puts them first before me— like ouch. 
          
          And it's okay that he curses but sometimes he just over does it and I don't like it. 
          
          Like I tolerate him in places that feel hypocritical to some love advisor. 
          
          But eh, it's normal in a relationship right? We just gotta like you know find a solution and communicate— yeah? 
          
          

So.. HI GUYS
          
          It has been— MONTHS. I am so sorry I got caught up again as my life now is so busy. Recently in September 1, my loving, sweetest and dear grandfather that was more of a Father than mine, passed. He died after just minutes ago checking his pulse. His death hit me hard and cuz of that my schedule of a surprise upload was broken.
          
          
          And now, I'm still busy, I'll be graduating next year and cuz of that I'm doing my best to fill up a lot of things that I deem missing for my future college essay. I'm an honor student with a current average of like A- OR 93.I really have been struggling with my new science teacher this year as the highest grade she has ever given our class is 89 or a A or B. Her techniques are just so—off, unexpected tests, her exams consist of things she didn't discuss and my science grades of 97s  or 95s or A+ have turned into simple 84s and 85s or B+ or Bs. I'm struggling a lot to keep up as I really want to become a doctor. 
          
          But dw, summer is coming. I'm pretty sure I'll have time by then to post at least something. I miss you guys literally so muchhh
          
          And since some bad news are up—
          
          I GOT A BOYFRIEND. So like remember Sam? A boy I posted here a few months ago or a year ago? Yeah one year of yearning—it's us. We're both accepted in each other's family and we honestly love each other— I know he is the one.
          
          Another great and amazing news— I'm like 80% done with the chapter!!! Yeahhhh 80. Like God, finally so yeah I miss you guys, I'm doing well, chapter is 80% done and hopefully y'all will get another chapter out!! 
          
          Side note my writing may have been nerfed 
          
          Anyways that's all, I love you guys, see you soon!! Merin outta here!! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

Merin are you ok? Are you alive and well? Pls take care of yourself and atleast give us an update abtw yourself we all are getting worried so pls reply or atleast update with a few words

Where are you..it's already 2026

MERINNN HII HOW ARE YOU I MISS YOU IM BACK

Sister I miss you. Please come back. I miss your story so much