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/ except mine isn’t a son of makarov , he just hates his dad bc his dad forced him into working for makarov WITH him

@TOXINS- 
            
            / THEY BOTH HAVE DADDY ISSUES YAAY

@taskdemo   /     aye my mikhail also hates makarov

// rn rn

⠀ ⠀⠀୨.    confused 

; gimme angst rn!!

@gvtted 
            
            misha stared at ilya for a long while before letting out a huff. "ugh  ,  fine  ..  he can live.  I guess  ..  for now."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            nuh !! no !! he's super nice  ... just ... just intimidating .. ?

@gvtted 
            
            "he upset you.  in my world  ,  that's treason.  I think he needs to die."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * ilya was very ... lacking in terms of creativity , he took out pancake mix and chocolate chips since he assumed pancake mix could be made for / everything / *
            
            is this good enough ?

@gvtted 
            
            "chocolate with chocolate icing."  he agreed with a nod.  the more the merrier.
            
            misha gently led ilya to the kitchen.  their pace was slower due to misha  ,  but they got there in due time.

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * ilya looked way too excited to spend time with him , cheerfully taking his hand as he nodded *
            
            mhm ! let's go make cake ! i want chocolate !

@gvtted 
            
            misha startled at the sudden shift.  that  ..  that wasn't what he wanted.  he let out a whine as he moved to grab on to ilya.
            
            "no!  don't  ..  don't apologize.  you did everything right.  you didn't know about me until I was already broken.  it's not your fault."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * in place of anger , a sense of dread washes over him , why did misha feel this way ? nd why couldn't he have prevented it ? *
            
            i'm sorry .
            
            * he looks down at his hands , scarred and bruised by years of torment and suffering as he sighed shakily . why must they be given to a fate like this ? *
            
            i'm so sorry .... i failed you . if you think so low of me to hate you , i must have failed . i'm sorry misha 

@gvtted 
            
            misha flinched slightly on instinct.  his legs curled up to his chest as he gave a silent nod to signal that he would listen.
            
            he hated upsetting ilya.  it was worse than any torture his father had put him through.  it made shame drown him.
            
            silently  ,  he felt as if he deserved this.  he wanted to push and make things worse  —  to make ilya mad so misha would finally suffer like he deserved.
            
            "but  ..  "  he whispered.  he shouldn't  —  he really shouldn't.  "you're not  —  you shouldn't  ..  care about me."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * ilya stares at them as though they grew two heads , his expression turning into one of indifference , as though he never knew him *
            
            you're not real . i don't have brothers , father is too cruel to have another . you're wrong ! 
            
            * he yelled , scratching at his skin as he stayed away from him , afraid of hurting him*
            
            i will hurt you if you don't show yourself !

@gvtted 
            
            they didn't go away  ,  but they did stop advancing.  slowly  ,  he lowered himself to the floor.  misha refused to leave ilya alone  ,  but he also wanted to avoid making things worse.
            
            "why am I not real?"  he questioned softly.  "I'm here  —  just as you are.  I talk and I breathe  —  my heart beats as we speak.  you can come feel it  ,  if you'd like."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * his head absolutely burned with images in his mind , certain things that would happen to him when he disobeyed . his eyes were bloodshot , hands holding his head . it was more or likely another episode *
            
            go away ... no go away ... no ! stay away ! i'm gonna kill you ! you're not real !

@gvtted 
            
            "kind?  that is the last thing I am."  he hurt and harmed without remorse.  he felt nothing but curiosity when he did it.  kindness was something he reserved only for ilya and the others.
            
            "don't lie to console me  ..  there's no point.  not when I know the truth."

─────── {  ILYA  }
            
            * his gaze softens ever so slightly , his expression souring at the reason on why they boy had to feel the need to hide such things from him *
            
            you are not like most people that is true.
            
            * he pauses , tightening his embrace as he thought upon the words he were to say *
            
            because you are a kind person . you are .... my brother .

@gvtted 
            
            "no  —  don't.  I said it's fine.  he'll get mad at you if you say anything."  and that was the last thing misha wanted.
            
            the boy didn't hesitate to crawl into ilya's embrace.  he hid his face against him  ,  hands fisting ilya's clothes.  it was as if he was trying to ensure ilya wouldn't go away.
            
            "people like me aren't supposed to cry  ..  "

" state your purpose . "

@-muniitions- 
            
            "not this section  —  everything!  I have business here."

" i am in charge of this section . "