TheWritingShapeshifter

The silence is too loud for me to fill with music, or people or writing sometimes.
          i hate how i can go from happy to not wanting anything to do with life anymore.
          i despise how the only thing i can hate is hate itself
          i hate how everything feels wrong all the time. my skin is wrong. my bones are wrong. my brain even feels wrong sometimes. 
          i hate it when i hate people who call me the wrong thing, yet i dont know what would ever feel right for them to call me
          i hate how i can apologise as a reaction, say im fine as an automation
          and sometimes i feel too close to Akira than i think I ever should
          "NO! I won't give up! I can't just... die..." - Piran Penhaligan, Skandar and he Spirit War by A.F. Steadman

I feel like I put in a bunch of small, unnoticed details in experiment 1 that will make sense once y'all know what the hell is going on with a bunch of stuff that maybe you think is just like unusual wording or smt buuuutttt eh what can I do I wanna make stuff subtle so
          
          "I wish I met my grandma when she was my age, was my age, was my age!" - Speak of the Devil by Elio Mei

Yo gang I have an idea but I'm not sure if it's short story or longer timeline worthy gang, what should I do with this
          
          "Dude. Don't call us *plucky*." - Star Lord, Marvels 'Infinity War'

just a- just a thing, uh, Experiment 1 is not- theyre not a romance fic, not to like, call anyone out, i was just talking to someone and they were saying stuff about how akira and buckys relationship is gunna go, not realising that akira is like 12, um, yeah i don't just want that things going around cause yeah. some stuff needs a little bit of clearing up on

yo gang im bored but my welly boots dont fit me and there isn't enough rain oh yeah and also how is it saturday i feel nonexistent and rn im drawing snail-octopus yaoi where snail is oblivious. gl.
          
          (sidenote can't be bothered with caps today. im tired. imma make some tea. cya)
          
          "Oh no! Frank is turning into a crazy dolphin!" - Percy Jackson, Mark of Athena, by Rick Riordan

Day one of trying again for not getting distracted TnT  and writing Experiment 1 again TnT I'm bored I'm gonna go stress make some tea 
          
          "Now is always the time for tea." - Agatha Everheart, The Skandar Series, by A.F. Steadman

Yo gang what's up soz I haven't posted in a while I'm quite tired and I had to go socialise for the past two days and also like three whole days over Christmas I'm still recovering. Minecraft and doing nothing I guess. Sorry, again, I feel so bad and guilty, I actually barely have any of chapter thirteen, I've mostly been making AU's for Experiment 1 and What Ifs cause I don't have the inspiration to continue making the Akira timeline and I enjoy making my OC's suffer :3 yeah but anyway, I'm really sorry.
          
          "F*** you society," - Writing on walls song, meme

Time for the after christmas burnout! 
          TnT
          *sigh*
          I hate life
          
          "With great power... Comes great need to take a nap. Wake me up later." - Nico di Angelo, sometime in the Riordanverse.

Found out today that Experiment 1 (An Avengers fanfic) is #1 in SHIELD (out of over 8000 stories no less) and #1 in James Barnes (over 1000 stories). I am... Stunned, honestly. Thank you. So much.
          
          "I love you." - Odysseus, Jorge Rivera Herrans' Epic the musical

I've actually started writing again. Sorry it took so long to start again, I just havet had the energy and I have a lot going on. Christmas and all that and I have a LOT of friends and a cosplay to make for a party. I still love you all, thank you to the 29 readers who have decided they like my work so much they have more then five minutes of reading time on the whole story (I forgot what it's called sorry). Thank you to all the people who have commented (I love all the support, thank you) and I will hopefully continue writing for the foreseeable future. Thank you!
          
          "There's a million things I haven't done, but just you wait, just you wait!" - Hamilton, Hamilton (original Broadway cast recording)