most likely offline rn

Vinnie!
          I just read the book and t's completely understandable and so true to be sick of all this useless drama you never asked for when all you were looking for was a safe haven to produce your creativity.
          
          I know we don't talk a lot
          I know you might not consider me as a fully close friend
          
          But please never forget that I love you. (plat ofc!!)
          You're such a special person. Comforting, loving, kind, yet true to themselves and true to others. You know when to draw a line and when to let go, you know yourself and know how to deal with others. You're unlike anyone I've ever met. 
          
          I'd say your eccentricity would be the first thing that drew me in
          Yet what made me stay was your empathy. Your ability to talk and listen simultaneously. Your emotions were never underplayed by yourself, yet you never made them top priority (which, tbh, you should've!!). 
          
          I'm not here to lecture you about anything, but please, please take care of yourself! You've truly made an impact on this platform and despite all the hardships there's a lot of people who look up to you. And you, yourself. You might not be able to tell, but you do have a place in your own heart. That beautiful heart that's always open to others - it has a core made and wrapped just for you.
          
          So never hate yourself.
          Never underestimate yourself.
          And always, always believe that there's a way.
          
          I'll miss you a lot. I hope you won't forget me because I'm sure you'll always be in my conscious. You truly strengthened me throughout the years we've known each other and you simply made me enlightened with your capabilities.
          
          I do hope you can keep talking to me on other platforms
          I definitely will miss you. Love you for life, Vinnie. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me and everyone since the start. I'm grateful for every second you've spent trying to keep us sane. Seriously. 
          
          This will be the end of a beautiful history
          and I'm looking forward to see, or hear, your awaiting future.
          
          Sincerely,
          Akira. <3

Unrelated to all the issues, but bringing a brighter side to my mood. Uhh, i'm planning on moving to France or Spain.
          
          Leaning FARRR more towards France since i've been there, learnt more, and the French language is much easier for me to use.
          
          But yeahhhh, so yay me france >:3

While not necessary, i would appreciate it if you could report @/orionlovemoe and @/Lucifer_Lover_555 with whatever you're able too (hate, harassment? Uh, honestly not sure what else it could fall into without much evidence to show)
          
          I'd rather you didn't interact with these people, though if you do PLEASE do not link the book i made or say my username; i'd rather them not report my book OR my account because i called them out again.
          
          Just report them if you can, and block them or something.

Little update, i moved the date closer. I'll be (hopefully) officially be done by the 20th.

Please stay safe out there, some of us will be here waiting, even if you don't come back. You are amazing and I hope you get better. ^^

On a super serious note, I hope that you're doing alright, as much as I probably didn’t make this clear before, you could always come to me for anything. Not just to check in, but just talk, ranting, anything, I'm being so serious I do not mind.

I do have a few people i want to tell about this personally, but like, the account will be deleted within a month (at longest) and i know they're offline for a while so idk how i could.
          
          (Asa and Lucille btw, everyone else is active enough to see and understand. But i fear without my awful explanation it might just seem like i'm ditching them completely and i don't mean to do that)

Quitting.
          
          Made a book, but i've already changed my mind. I'll be deactivating this account soon, i'll just get the fics i read to a new acc (don't ask for it).
          
          I won't be following anyone i know from here for paranoia and general not particularly liking some of the people i used/still know here.
          
          I'll be blocking and probably deactivating most of my social accounts too. (Discord included, i'll he using an alt account for the servers i'm currently in, but i'm not socializing with anyone).
          
          I'm not having any friends or mutuals anymore as well, if you want to blame someone for this you can blame both @/Lucifer_Lover_555 and @/OrionLovesMoe (? Might not have capitals) for being the main contributors of genuinely fucking up my life both physically and mentally..
          

I'm sick of therapy being so damn expensive, the knowledge that a therapist, a mental hospital, someone that MAY be able to help you is just out of reach is a type of pain thats too damn effective fr.
          
          Let me just have free mental health care wtf

Heyyy r u okay???