Hello guys, it's been a while, hasn't it?
Not sure if some of you guys realised, but I have unpublished 'Unscripted' for a while now. I had the intention to edit it as I mentioned in my author's note, but I ended up having difficulty doing so. For those who read my last author's note, I spoke about how that story was inspired quite heavily by my ex--I wrote a thank-you note dedicated to him. But as time passed, as I discovered the truth, as I interacted a little more with him, I realised that he wasn't the kind of person I expected him to be. I felt like pieces of myself were taken without permission, and I'm struggling to find them again. I know it is unhealthy for me to say this, but it's safe to say that I can't republish 'Unscripted' for now. It reminded me a lot of the whole relationship. Not saying that I didn't have a good time at all, but the negatives outweigh everything. They stick with me in my nightmares and daily thoughts, so much so that I had to seek professional help. I can't disclose everything, but it had something to do with crossing boundaries and disrespecting my consent. But I have blocked him, and I'm safe for now.
To those who gave so much love to 'Unscripted', thank you so much. It made my day--reading everyone's comments every time I updated a chapter. But I'd like to personally apologise for this. I'm unsure if I will ever even keep 'Unscripted' in my library. Unlike my previous stories inspired by different exes, this one is personally difficult for me to keep. I have gotten rid of every single thing that reminded me of him, but this book is special to some readers--I know that.
Hence, this will be a temporary decision for now. And I'm not too sure when I'd have the mental capacity to write a new book, but the day will definitely come. I won't quit writing, that's for sure :)
Thank you for taking your time to read all of these. I wish everyone a wonderful week ahead, and please take care of yourselves. Lots of love <3
