hello everyone
thank you all for being patient with me while i stepped away. i have gone through several changes in my life currently, and a lot of mental reflection of what I want in my life. roleplay has become a huge part of it, along with making several friends here. it has been an outlet for me to be creative when i’ve been too scared to write stories, my hobby in a way. but as of recently, it seems that my generosity and patience have been taken advantage of, and quite frankly, put as an insult and a reason to make me the “problem” per se.
which brings me to say this. roleplay is not my full-time job, nor is it my top priority to please anyone with a daily or weekly reply. this is a fantasy that many of us dive into to escape the real world. my real life and living for a bigger purpose is greater than that. i do not depend on roleplay to survive, nor should any of you. there is a reason I have put all of this i am repeating in my introductions.
it makes me sick to even have to write this because some of what has happened within servers has either been wonderful or horrible. as of late, to be honest, it makes me not want to roleplay anymore because it now i question myself on if my replies are good enough or if i am replying quickly enough so they aren’t getting mad at me. and i never want to feel that again.
things will be changing. and so will i. if you want to end things, please do it now. otherwise, enjoy the rest of your day.
