so, honestly, i don't feel like giving my time into writing fics anymore. i always wrote them because i love writing but honestly, as i am growing older, and getting even more responsibilities, i don't feel like writing anymore. maybe because i have grown out of this fanfic phase. i am and will always be a carat. but i just don't feel like writing things anymore. maybe it is because i have more things to get busy with in my daily life, maybe it is lack of motivation or whatever. sometimes we really don't have an answer for a certain things. i have been thinking for a long time before i decided to post this message.
moreover if i am writing something, i hope i get a response whether ppl are liking it or not. i don't even know if ppl enjoy reading it or not or if they expect something else. wattpad removing my acc/stories randomly also added to it. i never really cared about numbers much but i want to know whether the ppl who are reading my works actually like it or not. everyone wants a little appreciation to keep going.
i still have 6 books in my drafts with 1st drafts of chapters and even a one-shot book. i still don't know and i don't even think i will be posting those, at least not in near future. i might post them sometime after few years and by then i probably won't even remember the password or about the stories.
thankyou for being there with me in this journey. love you all who stayed till now. <3❤️
