sizzybuzz

Just a quick heads up everyone. The next chapter will be dropping tonight  Tuesday 24th March and not tomorrow! ❤️

creynae

@sizzybuzz Thank you is an amazing story ❤️ it seriously giving me all the feelings! Are they supposed to get back together?
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reremay1991

Lovely surprise !! 
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tarnz106

Posting a few days late Lola, after a fleeting Easter weekend visit up to Auckland to see my son and daughter in law before they embark on a 4 month trip around Asia!
          
          This chapter, the clearly loving transparent relationship between Emily and her mother and father, the banter that exists. Emily's parents relationship with their grandchildren, keeping things standard while fully supportive. So important for Max and Theo to be amongst a 'normal' relationship, having a male figure they trust being there to help in life's learnings; so important in the story to see life moves forward for all of them in what is their now ordinary environment. 
          
          Randa, over stretching in the current moment, out for revenge to honor her friend, but clearly not understanding the limitations a new born will bring to what she sees as a typical book roll out. The backward and forward between Emily and Randa demonstrating a strong friendship and working relationship. Emily's novel long awaited, the compromise in the publicity of its release coinciding with Grace's birth still to find common ground.
          
          The easy, natural friendship forming between Emily and Julian. What Emily needs now, the focus and attention of a man that sees her, appreciates her, willing to spend the time courting her. While many readers want Julian to be the next steps for Emily, I sense he is the right man at only this right time, but not for all time. 
          
          Although Emily is now divorced from David, Jonah is still the loving brother to Emily and Uncle to the the boys. Hoping we have more of his story, what happened to him and Shona.
          
          While I enjoyed the foray into everyday life this chapter brought, I do want the rock bottom for David, perhaps that hits for him through missing Grace's birth and the confrontation that must happen between Emily, Ava and David; I want the climb up from David, the grovel, the redemption. 
          
          And the shoes; well what can one say, Jimmy Choo's, Manolo Blahnik's, a must have for every gal!

bbguuurl

I don’t know if it’s just me but I haven’t really been feeling Julian since the beginning  like I have a bad feeling about him and now Randa’s getting on my nerves. I feel like she’s a bit two-faced and Em should be cautious of her. Idk, that’s just me ‍♀️ pls don’t hate haha!

Nanaofkt

@AryaR24 agree. No one should be making plans for a pregnant woman right around her due date and right after except her. Randa’s all about business  obviously. Julian was a tad bit pushy as well. 
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AryaR24

@LostinAbook1231 Completely agree on this. He is not listening to her or taking her opinions into consideration. I was curious about him in Book1 but here he is exactly like David. Right from forcing her to meet him for his explanation to now making the decision that she should have dinner with him near her due date. He should have been a support but I feel like he is adding to her issues.
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LostinAbook1231

I agree! I’m not against Emily moving on at all but I do not like Julian and I haven’t from the beginning. I feel like he is just like David. I just wanted someone different for her. Not another arrogant rich guy who does whatever he wants.
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Deb1166

Excellent chapter title again Lola.  I enjoyed this chapter especially since I have been to the Gibson Italia in Chicago with my husband.  Fantastic restaurant... I enjoyed a look into Emily's parents interactions with her,  each other and especially her father's with Theo and Max.  I see why Emily is a romantic at heart with your description of her parent's relationship.  I am so glad that the boys have such a stable, trusting and loving relationship with a strong male figure in their grandfather. Hopefully David will one day regain that relationship 
          with his sons.  My feet were hurting imagining Emily very pregnant in her 4 inch heels.  Ouch!!!  Still not a big fan of Julian but I know he is necessary for Emily's mental and emotional health right now.  He is also still on my radar as being someone connected to that video directly or indirectly.  Anxiously waiting to see what Randa has planned for the book launch.
          If I were David I would build a bunker or at least get some Kevlar.  Happy Easter.
          

sizzybuzz

@Deb1166 Yes! Totally. It was almost a demarkation line in all of our lives. Thrilled you knew this restaurant Deb X
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Deb1166

I remember we were on the second level by the windows on a beautiful Fall day in 2019.  I only remember the year because it was the year before Covid.  Funny how dates are referenced in my mind to pre-Covid and post-Covid.
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sizzybuzz

@Deb1166 Thank you so much for this gorgeous comment — and what a small world that you’ve been to Gibson Italia too! I wonder which table you had?!!!! 
            
             I’m so glad you enjoyed all the family dynamics here. We needed that after the last few chapters.  And honestly, yes — if I were David, I’d already be halfway into a bunker by now. Happy Easter to you too! X
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LizzieG7071

In The After currently number 2 in the UK top ten reads on Wattpad!

Leeni1960

@LizzieG7071 I tried looking for it but it is now made difficult to search for a title.  Just goes to the genres instead.
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LizzieG7071

@Leeni1960 It was Kill For Her by Netty Hart. The numbers have since changed.
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avbookworm

@sizzybuzz..One random question Lola, 
          How come David never had sex /oral/ making out or handjob with Ava in his precious Maybach. He was soo much in lust with her, so how come he did not give into temptation when they were together in the car.
           When she can give him a hand job in the plane, whats stopping them doing it in the car?? 

AryaR24

@avbookworm Boston. Their first client meeting.
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avbookworm

@Iwillwinthefight . When they traveled together.. I forgot the destination. 
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Iwillwinthefight

@avbookworm when did she give him a handjob in the plane??
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ronniebanana

This is very random, but I really hope Emily doesn't let David in the hospital room when she gives birth. I hope he starts to realize that he's no longer her safe place. I also hope that, when it comes to Grace, she has a hard time trusting him alone with her. I want him to be iced out while she navigates being a single mom, and I hope it hurts him lol.

nikbk1972

@parneettttt789 Well bless your little heart…IYKYK
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parneettttt789

@Bocatica ofcourse you'll recognise it, you support cheaters 
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Bocatica

@parneettttt789 Be very careful with your insults and bullying since I recognize the author's situation. It's not cut and dried as you'd like to believe, because you have no idea if there extenuating circumstances that you know nothing about. You are not allowed to judge an individual for the choices they make....judge the choices, not the person.
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Deb1166

Lola such a sad but appropriate title for this chapter.  
          Your chapter titles hit the nail on the head every time.  
          Poor Emily needs a roadmap for all the land mines 
          discovered in the last 2 chapters.  It was pure Emily showing empathy for Ava's situation  in the termination of her pregnancy.  She is one classy lady.
          Emily will now carry the memory that because of David's selfishness and reckless behavior another woman had carried David's baby at the same time she was carrying Grace.
          Emily is still grieving the trust she thought was unbreakable, the future she thought was secure. The saddest part for me was her thinking about Grace not knowing the love and security that her sons had before David's betrayal.   I  hope that the first time David holds Grace he thinks about how he would feel if Grace's future husband betrays her like he did her mother.  I think that it could be devastating to him and he deserves it.  He is going to have to work hard to regain her trust and forgiveness.  I believe the love is still there because that's the Emily that has come through to me in your writing.  Is Emily going to give David an advanced copy of Requiem For My Husband?  Those will be some very intense conversations.  

reremay1991

@sizzybuzz oh we’ve been waiting for her book! 
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sizzybuzz

@Deb1166 Thank you so much for this Deb as always  ❤️. You understood exactly why I chose it as the title, and you put into words so many of the quiet heartbreaks Emily is carrying right now. What she feels for Ava in that moment is very much who Emily is — even through all her pain, she can still see someone else’s.
            
            What you said about Grace really got me. That loss of innocence, of safety, of the family Emily thought her daughter would simply arrive into — that matters so much. And yes, David still has a very long road ahead of him.
            
            As for Requiem for My Husband … let’s just say, Randa has news coming up! X.
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Leeni1960

@Deb1166 Yes, that book is a booby trap abt to explode soon.  Like the divorce petition, he is going to be blind-sided again!!
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ShellyGupta7

My dislike for David is less about he " cheated " and more about how he "treated" Emily throughout. He was cruel, brutal and totally ignorant of her.

floflofloflo134

@Bocatica i do believe he ignored her. He paid no attention. He did not know her latest  book content, he did not know where her latest reading was, he did not know how her reading in new york was, he missed everything from her from the past year, so yes he ignored her. Even Emily said it herself in the first book. This is obvious from his split attention. Not only her but he ignored his kids as well . He was simply not there. 
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Bocatica

@ShellyGupta7 There's a difference between what the reader knows and what's really happening. I don't believe that David was cruel to her face. I don't believe that she felt brutalized in any way. As for ignorant, do you mean that he ignored her? I beg to differ because he was a master at keeping his two lives separate, until he wasn't. Emily had everything to do with destroying that separation since she had long ago discovered his other life, but she took the time to prepare herself with the evidence necessary to cut him off at the knees. Randa saw the disregard and the betrayal and offered any help that Emily needed, but she wisely handled it herself and fully experienced the devastation. Do I hate David? No, but then I've long held hope that he could redeem himself.
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sizzybuzz

@nikbk1972 Thank you — this is so perceptive. You really caught the split reality of an affair exactly as I see it and have experienced it happening to me. One life built out of bills, children, history, loyalty, and consequence, and the other built out of escape, ego, secrecy, and fantasy. That divide can be sustained only for so long before something gives.
            
            You also put your finger on something crucial with David. For a long time, he experienced the affair primarily through the lens of what it was giving him, and that selfishness is part of what makes the damage so far-reaching. Emily’s point matters for exactly that reason. He does not get to put it down and walk away as though it were a phase that has simply ended. It remains. In the marriage, in the family, in memory, in the future of their lives.
            
            Thank you for reading so deeply and for articulating it so brilliantly. Comments like this mean a lot to me. X
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Leeni1960

I think today's chapter was cathartic on the kind of emotions that has been reawakened in Emily with this much of disclosure from him.  To me, I think it sounds like a foreshadowing of what is to come to David in terms of a medical emergency that might happen or it could even be Emily herself if there was complications with her delivery.  If it is, they will  both be in grief for the hurt inflicted, in David's case, knowingly.  If it is Emily though, I am already grieving for her.