Deadinside Stories

Just a girl, trying to release her emotions, jotting down anger, depression, pain, sadness, and creating poems. Poems that I want to share with YOU.

═══════✦═══════ 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐝... 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐝. ═══════✦═══════ Impressive ranking 🎉 🥇in btskim 🥈in btsjeon

"𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐢𝐭; 𝐢𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝- 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐫-𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦-𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲-𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐲? 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞, 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲. 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨." -------------- I have been stealing stars and descending into derived madness; it is to satisfy the parasite within me. These poems are all for them: to relieve the aching, to stop the itching. In this way, I hope to stay a little bit longer and touch the hearts of people feeling the same way.

s t a y. a l i v e. this is for you, fren.

the typa stuff i would never tell my therapist

This book follows my other two books on wattpad and webnovel titled "The Full Moon" and "Loosing Geonas Stanlin " by $mith or sometimes GrgeSmith . This is the story of the first king of the sons of man , a tale that dives deeper into his mysterious death and disappearance of his corpse . His brother , his nephew , his sister in law , his wife , his people and his friends all found at the scene of the crime individually attempting to put an end to his life , a single man posing threat to the order of two realms , the evil side to the coin on which lays a very respectable character , one man against the whole universe : who managed to put an end to his life ?

SEASONS OF LOVE A story of two strangers. A contract. And a love that was never part of the plan. Stella Marlowe never imagined her life would lead here-standing in the middle of Manhattan's most powerful estate, hiding her grief behind a polite smile. Just months ago, she lost her brother, sister-in-law, and young niece in a tragedy that shattered her world. With her heart still in pieces and her job lost to endless hospital visits, all she wants is a fresh start. Instead, she ends up taking care of a little girl the world doesn't even know exists... in the home of a man as unreadable as stone. Damian Sinclair doesn't make mistakes. Not anymore. Once warm and open, he shut himself off after betrayal by the two people he trusted most. Now he lives behind closed doors, raising his late sister's daughter in secrecy. But when a single photo threatens to expose the truth, his only option is damage control-and the woman who unknowingly walked into his carefully guarded life. The Sinclairs are untouchable. Stella comes from a world far removed from theirs. She's not meant for scandal, fake headlines, or whispered deals made behind boardroom doors. And yet, when two broken people collide under the weight of a lie, something unexpected begins to grow-trust, understanding... maybe even love. But what happens when pretending becomes too real? Can a girl who's lost everything find something worth staying for? Will a man who's locked his heart away risk letting someone in? As seasons shift-from the bustling skyline of New York to the serene summers of Santorini-so do the lines they promised never to cross. Because sometimes, the most beautiful love stories begin with the ones we never saw coming.

A short story about a teenager who's broken, damaged, and depressed. Will someone save her from herself? Or will she remain broken and stuck in the same memory of the hot guy who broke her heart?

Before I met you Before I met you I didnt cry myself to sleep Before I met you I never needed anybody Before I met you I never knew how cruel love is Before I met you I never felt like I wasn't good enough Before I met you I never wished I was dead But Before I met you I never knew what love was!! Before I met you I never smiled Before I met you I was never happy Before I met you I never knew what it meant to love someone so much that it physically hurt Before I met you I didn't trust a soul, I didnt know what it meant to be loved by someone even if it was never completely true That's why... This is such a bittersweet end I wish you loved me like I loved you You only ever hurt me but I still love you so much that it hurts I'll grant your wish and disappear... ~forever~ Goodbye my bitter love

inspired by the netflix series " Love Alarm " 🖤 .

He did everything right that day. That's what makes it hard to forget. Inspired by the song "The Last Words of a Shooting Star" by Mitski

Hey! Nice to see you here. A place where you could find quotes on love separation friendship relationship life death, hope you could relate with my writing. #One part one quote!

Theodore Jefferson. Every man wanted to be him. Every woman wanted to sleep with him. He was the most powerful man in the United States. Nobody knew where he lived, whether he was married, or if he had children... Jasmine Gibson is in a tough situation. Out of money and out of time, she's desperate for a chance to get her life back on track. So when a mysterious woman contacts her about a million dollar job, she jumps at the chance. But not everything is what it seems. Now she's working for secretive Mr. Jefferson as a nanny for his young daughter... but that's not all the billionaire has in mind for Jasmine. She's taken the job, but will she take his affections? Only time will tell.

A letter for her Bestfriend. NOTE: Cover photo is not mine. Get this image on: istockphoto.com Creator: sdominick | Credit: Getty Images/iStockphoto Copyright: sdominick

𝚄𝚑. 𝙷𝚒. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜, 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚔𝚎𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚔𝚎𝚢𝚋𝚘𝚊𝚛𝚍. 𝚈𝚎𝚊𝚑.. 𝙼𝙷𝙰, 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚢𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚊, 𝚎𝚝𝚌.

Michael just moved in to Mykols neighborhood and is acting a little too friendly too her. He finds himself catching indescribable feeling for a girl he just met. Thriller era but he's 16 Mykol is 15

It's raining but I don't care The drops of rain hit my back reminding me of the pain So much hurt The tears rolled down my cheek dropping on his grave stone " I miss you " I manage to mutter I don't know why I keep coming here Something's wrong with me How can you miss someone you've never met But to think of all the times we could have had I could have had a brother I imagine how he could have looked like " so handsome " The tears won't stop So I don't try to stop them anymore My sister's don't seem to care So I don't know why I care so much Its not like i ever met him But still They don't understand me Nobody does I guess you could say it's all in my head ..... When your Best friend moves out of town, you're pushed out of your comfort zone and partner with a guy for an assignment, a mystery guy moves next door, a few artistic intuitions and heart breaking betrayals if you could even call it that, a lot of decisions have to be made and everything falls on a 17 year old Athalia, but you know what they say When life give you a canvas, you paint So here's Athalia's broken heart but the question is whose doing the painting

Can I miss you? #StoryOfHerLife ⚠️FICTION

Stiles Stilinski is the world's most brutal serial killer, and no one knows it. His father the Sheriff doesn't know, his best friend like brother doesn't know and now it seems Stiles is in over his head as his best friend's father an FBI agent comes to town to help the Sheriff find the serial killer. Will Stiles be found out? Only one way to know. I hope you enjoy the story and happy reading. *I don't own teen wolf or the characters all credit goes to their respective owners like Jeff Davis the creator of teen wolf. I also don't own the gifs or images I use I get them all from google searching. * *Just so you all know that there will be mentions and scenes of killing people as well as suicide so please keep that in my that this is a killing story so there will be mentions and scenes with killing of different types. Thank you and I hope you enjoy the story if you read. * *Also, this story is a teen wolf au so there will be no supernatural's. *

*I want to end it all, But You keep me alive, Because I know You, I know That You'll go after me.* Hello everybody. I am The Dead Inside Comedian and I'll be your host. Sometimes when you feel down you think things. Do things. Like eat the whole ice cream by yourself. Or something else... Okay, serious now. There are other ways. I write everything down. And so here it goes. Here goes nothing...