TheLittleLuda
An Auto-Biography of an extreme case Domestic Violence survivor and an account on how she currently views life, content warnings being:
• Physical Abuse ( Beating, dragging, throwing, cutting. )
• Mental Abuse ( Worth Deprication, Name Calling, Ingrained Self Hatred, Forced Acceptance of Fault )
• Self Harm ( Mentally, burning, self punching, scratching. )
• Drug Abuse ( Weed, XTC, Speed )
• Heavy personality drifts
• Stalking & Fear for Life
• Religion based Persecution
This is written by memories and may be changed ever so often due to how trauma and the brain work and co-operate to protect the person in question, namely by changing scenes to be either more lighthearted than reality or to block the access to memories leading to guess work.
Some memories of childhood, and the age of the writer, me myself, are guess work as no one really knows how old I was but my believed and legal age from this point is 27 years old with a year play room in either direction. The abuse talked about in my memoirs are not light, and while I will change names of those involved due to privacy law and the needed actions taken in order to now be taken to court.
~For my follow empaths and those that feel with me~
I am safe, my ex Fiance is dead due to guards, and my adoption mother who started the abuse is dying from cancer. I live currently in a safe country, and I am celebrating Christmas and I celebrated my birthday for the first time in my life this year, 2021.