thank you for all the support :) <3 using dnf to improve my writing👍🏻 Will mostly be all fluff and a few angst here and there !I WILL NOT BE WRITING ANY SMUT OR LIME! NEWER CHAPTERS WILL NOT HAVE WARNINGS ANYMORE! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! (starting from after The Truth chapter) + A LOT OF OLD CHAPTERS HAVE BEEN DELETED! Some simple boundaries: just be respectful to everyone and don't compare my book to anyone else's! AND DONT USE FONTS WHEN COMMENTING PLEASE! Side note: This is just for fun and entertainment and a way to distract myself sometimes!! INTERNET PERSONAS NOT THE REAL PEOPLE!!! Art creds: mmavi0 on Instagram started; 01/13/2021 ended; 01/30/2022

After Clay and George meet up in Orlando Clay starts acting different, but can George notice before it's to late? Does George know what to do? Is George fine or is he just good at pretending like it? This story was inspired by the song Tired by beabadoobee :) *This story does/will contain swearing* Should be sfw for most if not all of the story Tags: #4 in ed 4/4/21 #22 in crying 3/9/21 #34 in writing 3/17/21 #40 in mlm 2/13/21 #86 in eating disorders 1/29/21 Reads: 1K: 2/13/21 2K: 2/26/21 3K: 3/7/21 5k: 3/17/21 6k: 3/23/21 7k: 3/29/21 8k: 4/4/21 9k: 4/10/21 (republished 5/11/21) 10k: 5/11/21 11k: ? 12k: ? 13-19K: 5/31/21 IN ONE DAY 19-27K: 6/1/21 ONE DAY AGAIN WTF 28-4K: ? 35K: 6/5/21 39K: 6/8/21 45K: 6/14/21 48K: 6/20/21 50K: 6/25/21!!! TYSM 70K: 9/2/21 OMG WHAT

Clay has always had difficulty communicating due to a young diagnosed anxiety disorder. After countless of arguments with his father, leading to domestic violence and physical abuse, self harm seems Clay's way to escape from his traumas. But because of his quiet and mysterious personality, his classmates like him as much as Clay likes himself, basically not at all... He feels alone and falls into a deep circle of starvation and self harm. However, that quickly changes when he meets someone. Someone who sticks up for him for the first time ever. The boy, Josh, quickly becomes Clay's best friend, inseparable from each other. At least, that's what Clay thinks, but if that's the truth... Warnings: -Domestic violence/emotional+physical (child) abuse -Eating disorder behaviour (starvation+passing out) -Bullying (physical abuse+body shaming) -Blackmailing/manipulation -Homophobia (usage F-slur) -Self harm (cutting+blood) -Sexual assault/rape -Panic attacks One time warnings/only mentioned: -Substance abuse (drugs/alcohol) -Suicidal thoughts -Mania

Just before Dream and George were about to get married, something unexpected happened: George died and is now a ghost, unable to be seen by a single soul. This is horrible. It still can get worse though, especially if you see the love of your life slowly moving on, falling in love with someone else, right in front of your eyes. ↘️Just an info, nothing big:↙️ Written out of fun and for entertainment. If you feel like there should be a trigger warning somewhere, just tell me. I'll try to avoid triggers though, don't worry. I do not ship them as real life persons, don't worry. If they are uncomfortable with anything in my story, I will take it down/rewrite it. Info about sharing and Co. : Feel free to ask questions. I'm totally fine if you share edits/... of my work on any socials like TikTok, Instagram and Co.! Same is for fanart and other, but I doubt that somebody would make stuff like that anyways. ⚠️ Don't publish this story on ANY other fanfiction sites/other sites though. // DNF - Fanfiction 3.28k reads 10th July 5.1k reads 29th September 7.3k reads 7th October (thank you <33) #3 dreamxgeorge #19 georgexdream #17 shipping #6 dnf #1 dreamnotfound #1 ghost #14 ghosting #5 angst #46 dreamwastaken #33 georgenotfound #107 angst #239 sad #3 dream #2 george #468 mcyt #389 mxm #5 gay WHY WAS I ON #1 FANFICTION?? :)!

Clay isn't able to go to school after he gets diagnosed with gastroparesis, a partial paralysis of the stomach. The daily usage of liquid food through his nose tube, extreme stomach pains and frequent throwing up are now the main topics of his life which drives him to absolute madness... After George gets kicked out from his home, he needs to live on the streets and survive on his own as an underaged boy. He starts using his money in the wrong way and eventually runs out, seeking a job as a babysitter in a family with a very sick boy. Clay does anything to enjoy life as a normal teen and acts like the funny guy who constantly jokes about his sexuality and uses a lot of pick-up lines which makes everyone laugh. Unfortunately that's often a mask to hide is own pain... Warnings: -Underaged usage cigarettes (smoking addiction) -Throwing up (skippable) -Bullying/ableism -Self harm

Clay, the most handsome boy of the school with a cocky attitude who is surrounded by his popular friend group and loads of girls. His life should only be amazing, right? Little did anyone know that the same boy was using makeup on a daily basis to hide his bruises while running away from home with tears rolling down his face. George, however, had quite the opposite life or... a way more similar life than any of them thought? After being bullied by the popular guys for years, George's self worth got so low that self harm seemed like the only way to escape the terrific reality... Just when George thought Clay's and Sapnap's lives were great, more and more secrets were revealed. Maybe Clay wasn't as happy as he seemed, maybe he was very similar to George. Just a bit too much... Warnings: -Sexual assault/implied rape (scenes not written) -Suicide attempt (car accident (severe injuries)) -Physical and emotional (child) abuse -Bullying (body shaming) -Self harm (cutting) -Disordered eating -Panic attacks

~~~ What would you do if your mom came up to you one day and said; "We're moving from Brighton to Florida!" Would you fall in love with the popular blonde at your new school on the first day? No, of course not, that only happens in cliche chic flic movies. Unless, of course, you're George Davidson, and he's Clay Miller. ~~~ TW's: Language, Abuse, Medical, Death ~~~ Original Upload Dates: Chapter 1 - February 26th Chapter 2 - March 8th Chapter 3 - March 13th Chapter 4 - March 25th Chapter 5 - April 3rd Chapter 6 - April 10th Chapter 7 - April 24th Chapter 8 - May 8th - Taking A Break - May 15th Chapter 9 - June 23rd Chapter 10 - October 9th ^ Final chapter because I ended up giving up I'm sorry, I think it's still an okay story though so if you want to read go ahead, it ends pretty alright I suppose. June 10th 2022. I'm not going to lie I don't really support Dream anymore after all that's come out about him and what he's done so I'm really at a crossroads on what to do with the story. I'm really proud of it as a piece of work and fan fiction but I feel so weird about it being out there now. I'll leave it up for now because a lot of people like it I suppose.

When a Brunette boy named George, reunites with his old best friend, Clay, after getting bullied to the extent of self harm. Will their relationship grow, will it prosper to something more than friendship? <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> TRIGGER WARNINGS Homophobia Self Harm Suicide attempts and mentions Extreme Bullying <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> High School AU This is going to be a more sensitive book to read, there will be fluffy portions of the book so it won't be all angst the whole time :] <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> Disclaimer: I personally don't ship Dream (clay) or George together, I'm simply am a writer with nothing to write about and love this topic! If they state they are uncomfortable with these fanfics I will not hesitate to remove the story :) <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> OMG GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH!! FOR EVERYTHING!!! Not only have we hit 24k reads, but we also have gotten this book to 82nd in the DNF category!! Thank you so much!!! (2/7/22) Thank you for reading!! 55k reads and it's still crazy to think people are still finding and reading it today. Thank you for supporting me and allowing me to have the experience. (10/12/25)

Warning, the story starts of a little rough because I wasn't as experienced in my writing as I am now. I will fix it eventually, just not sure when. -------- George Is your average teen age boy, descent grades, video game lover, and a messed-up love life. Sounds like you've heard it before, right? Except it's not all that average. Toxic ex's, bully's, mental illness, and dealing with your emotions and other people's judgment, is enough to ruin your high school years and get you worrying about the future at such a young age. Clay is one of the bully's that physically and mentally beat George up. He had been bullying him for years it was the same, it had always been. But one day on the first day of school Clay saw George differently. But why? Figuring out who you are, finding out what you like, who you like, finding real friends and being someone's main supporter is some of the things Clay delt with after starting to see George differently, but he did it willingly. He even willingly changed himself. He did all of this for the person he never in a million years thought he would fall for, but God they were the person he fell for the hardest. "Be honest, do you love me?" -------- !TW! Heavy language, self-harm, nsfw, homophobia, angst, mental health, sexual topics, eating disorders etc.

Just a Normal DNF Highschool AU :) George: A young exchange student from London who loves to skateboard, Clay: A Normal low-graded boy trying to get though Highschool who loves to play guitar. What happens when they get put in the same Math, Science, PE, and Spanish classes? ----- Sneak Peek ----- George walked through the bland beige halls, it was a normal day after all, what could go wrong? Other than the fact he was late of course. He walked into his class room to be met with everyone's eyes on him, he thought it was just because he was late so he sat down saying a quick "Sorry I'm late." to the teacher, but the eyes didn't stop looking... "Omg did you see George leaked Tiktok? Guys look it's George, did you see the Tiktok Alex leeked?" Was all he heard during lunch, 'What are they talking about? My Tiktok is private?' TWS: ED, OCD, Self harm, swearing, abuse, mentions of suicide, mentions of SA, !Maybe slight smut/smut! (Chapter will NOT have warnings in them!) Started: September 2022, Ended: July 2023 Top rankings: 129 in Clay, 13/07/2023 23 in Gream, 02/05/2023 295 in Dreamnotfound, 13/07/2023 78 in Dnf, 09/09/2023 581 in George, 13/07/2023 112 in Normal, 18/11/2022 Top Reads: 1K - 13/12/2022 2K - 12/03/2023 3K - 12/05/2023 4K - 13/07/2023 5K - 21/08/2023 6K - 8/10/2023 7K - 8/01/2024 8K - 13/04/2024 9K - 21/06/2024 10K - 13/08/2025 N/A - 12/03/2026